Hey, it's me bloggie. And here comes the final day of foundation. How I hope I'm actually dreaming now, and when I wake up, I still can happily make up myself, and go the usual place we used to wait for each other, and walk to class, together. I cannot believe this is actually happening. The last day of foundation, how is this even possible ? How can one year time passed this fast, the moment when I think of, we arent going to the same class, we arent classmates anymore, we will be having different lunch time, the feeling sucks you know. They are people you used to see daily, days and nights. This awful feelings, things will be different and our life will be slightly different too. And I'm checking out my room in few days time. Nohhhh, this is way too much. This room is full of memories. We used to practise our cup song aka medley 1 here, we completed our herbarium collection assignment here, they gave me that world class birthday surprise here, how am I gonna leave this sweet place. I'm bringing all the memories away with me. But still, it breaks bit by bit from the inside. Hey, you mentioned about how random were we, just because of one tweet saying 'hungry at this midnight' , and we can go out to hunt for food, random shit. I grow horizontally ya thanks to you. And those midnight talks, I know we were always repeating some topics but we still can get a lot of fun in it haha, I dont know, I just like it. those talks can cheer people up, especially some nonsense convo. Hey and queen of hearts! Remember how we used to practise at my place? That's the sweetest practices I had in my life. From the starting, we're just randomly practising songs, haha. Then after that very randomly we joined the competition, I dont even know why that would happen but it happened. And when the competition day was getting nearer and nearer we were like, ughhh, that level of nervous yaa. We went to buy decorations for our cups too, the cups are still with me, like you guys, always and forever there whenever needed. and lots of lots of memories to be recalled, SSS video was a great succeed my team mates! I love it how we treated it in a fun way, and I had the funniest time doing an assignment like for the first time I can enjoy doing assignment. Yah, because of you all, we made an awesome production of our own.
Not to forget about, my choir diary. Just within two semesters, my whole life changed. again. Never ever expected things will turn out to be like this, from a super normal and ordinary member, Soprano to be exact, and then to a VP of the next academic year. howwww is this even, duuuh. That's a big jump, for me. I never have a thought things like this will happen on me when I first joined choir. I was like, haha, there's music society and there's choir team, I'm gonna continue with my choir spirit here, to sing my best. but who knows, things go crazy haha. from those minor events to CCMO 15', we put a lot of effort, and it paid off. I feel really grateful that, I'm doing what I love to do, since young. Yeah choir for life!
Looking back at all these past memories can really kill me. It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashback that follows.
Although the first semester I werent that close with this bunch of people at first, but luckily I found them after that. Feel so lucky that I am one of them now, cause I'm not one before this. Thank you for adding me into the gang, like really really really thank you for that. I think I am not really good at expressing myself, sometimes, but I really appreciate what happened all this while. My life changed a lot since sem 0 until now, that plot twist, I love that plot twist. This changing brings my life to infinity level of awesomeness, and will go beyond it after this for sure. One day you'll leave this world behind, so why not create memories that you know will never fade right here right now. I'm gonna make my life even crazier after this yo! with all of you :)
Last, goodbye my foundation year. thank you everyone who makes my life this beautiful and colourful, thank you people who judges me, thank you for your comments, thank you to those who walked away from me or I've walked away from, thank you for being in my life tho it's a short passby lol. thank you to myself for living my life to the fullest, thank you to my dearest dad and mom who never hesitate on giving me supports, thanks to you who always bring me for food, fetch me here and there, thanks to those who helped me alot in homeworks, revisions etc, thanks to all those group mates, lab report mates, assignment mates, we did great jobs! Thank you, you bunch of kisiaos, thank you for bringing so much laughters. Thank you to every single of you who created this tons of memories with me! And lastlyyyyy, welcome summer break, and welcome my degree year 1! I'm gonna rock it all the way long, to infinity and beyond!
Betty.